Okay, so I’m not talking about the actual psychological theory. I’m talking about that thing that people do when they try to plant a seed of an idea in your head (insert Inception gif about elephants here). Most people, I think, think they do this seamlessly. They think they’re James Bond or something. Very sneaky. But, what I’ve noticed is when people try to plant a seed in your head, they are as obvious as Obi Wan Kenobi waving his hand in front of your face, except without the added benefit of the force.
You get these little messages and stuff, people telling you,”You’re okay, I’m okay, we’re okay.” You are not a hypnotist. Please stop.
Looking back on that last sentence, I feel like a member of an eighty’s punk rock band sticking it to the man. But, sometimes the man needs to get that I’m not falling for it. This is very real! I have woken up and am no longer in the Matrix (I’m challenging myself to see how many nerdy references I can get into this post).
I feel like this has been a thing ever since I became a teenager. I got on the cusp of puberty, and suddenly everything that made me upset was just “angst” or “hormones”. Yeah, okay, usually my crying spontaneously at a lamp probably had something to do with an influx of estrogen, but it might’ve been rooted in something a little deeper. Maybe, it was because my best friend turned out to be an ass, and I felt like nobody really got how much I was hurting, and the lamp understood for some reason what I was going through.
I hate to bring the feminist movement into this, but sometimes it feels like as a girl (and a younger girl at that), that when something upsets me, it has to be because I’m on my period or emotionally unstable or my “feminine nerves” can’t handle it.
A lot of the times people who are upset, have a valid reason to be upset, even if you don’t see it. Like I might think Judy is a total nightmare because she’s crying because she thinks basic addition is super hard. My initial thought process is she’s an idiot crybaby, and I took a torturous year of precalc and she just needs to deal. But, upon reflection and realizing that I can be a grumpy insensitive jerk sometimes, is that Judy’s problem is as massive as a problem for her as precalc was for me.
It’s like multiplication. If I divide it down, it’s all the same base problem (math nerds everywhere are cringing).
It’s always annoyed me when you’re frustrated about something that may seem silly. Ya know, you tell your best friend you’re having a panic attack because you don’t know what to say to so and so about something, and your friends says something like, “Think of the kids starving in Bangladesh.” Okay, I did not grow up in Bangladesh, so of course I have no idea what their suffering feels like. If I were complaining about something material, like how unfair it is that Daddy’s not dropping $2,000 for a new Prada handbag, I understand that argument. But, if it’s emotional, then it is all relative to my past experience. Now does that mean I should compare my devastation at a C in a class to my friend loosing her father? Probably, not. But, it cannot be ignored that we are both experiencing grief, and both problems need looking into.
So, next time some one mentions that they are struggling or having a rough go at, please listen, instead of telling them how you undervalue their suffering. (If you already do this, than you’re awesome; I’m sorry I bossed you around in that last sentence.)
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